I think im the most suck-ish/worst bf a girl could ever get.
i know that.
i cant even give a SIMPLE compliment to my own gf
like " You look nice " or whatever.
she LITERALLY had to tegur me in a way or two.
and its like ALWAYS.
its like easy for me to compliment other girls
but not to my gf.
what the hell is wrong with me.
btw readers,
i dont need your comments okay.
so DONT tag me about this post or whatsoever.
i seriously dont need your comments.

as i was saying..
now i seriously have no idea on how to compliment her anymore.
because she says it dont matter anymore.
because she will die2 think that i compliment her because she tegor-ed me.
and she dont want my compliments or whatsoever anymore.

She had a hair extension because she always wanted to have long hair.
and the only thing i commented was " U having long hair makes u look short "
and when she said she dont look nice with long hair..
you know what i said?!
i effing said " i didnt say anything "
i could at least u noe..say something like " Nolah baby. U look beautiful "
or something like that.
and she bought a skirt because she thinks i would like it.
and i really do LOVE it.
but my mouth somehow wont compliment anything!
fucker!

At this rate, im seriously not sticking my promise.
that is, i will treat her as a princess like how she deserves.
but look.
i seriously am not sticking with my promise.
i really really dont wanna hurt you
and i want to compliment you everyday.
but it dont matter now does it.
im sorry.
i know i've said it a million times.
but its not enough.
i feel suck-ish now.
and will always feel this way now.
sometimes i think that i dont deserve you
and u seriously deserve someone better.
SERIOUSLY.

i seriously feel bad and suck-ish.
so yeah.
to whoever that thinks of commenting stupid or bad stuff.
please just fuck off okay.
seriously.
thanks.

Im sorry that i hurt you
its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through
i wish i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
thats why i need you to hear

i've found a reason for me
to changed who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you.

i've found a reason to show
a sight of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you.