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Sunday 29 April 2007

Written @ 12:50

YesterdAy went out with zul
cuz zul wanted to cut his hair
and i wanted to buy shirts..
ahakz..i seriously need to buy new shirts seh..
im running out of shirts for school.
lols
so zul met me and my hse there.
then we went to tamp.
lazy uh wanna go far2.
ahakz..
maybe next time go far2 uh
but this time at tamp sudah.
yeah..
after that we wanted to go home..
then skali terserempak zainida.
so i followed zainida plak..while zul go home
zainida bought food at long john
then sit kat luar sane..at TM..rooftop uh..
something like tat uh.
yg got playground
ahakz.
then after that they went to funan i think.
but i went home uh.
lazy uh nak follow
so yeah.
thats it.

Wednesday 25 April 2007

Written @ 23:23

Was late for lecture just now
ahakz..
after lecture..
went to smoke with the smoke gang.
then had lessons till 1 pm..
met the smoke gang again and smoke again
lols
smoke a lot seh.
then we all go survey2 the cca recruitment drive thingy
ahakz..
after that makan at IT block..
after makan..chill2..
then go smoke again..
ahakz..
then me and madini went to sign up for track and field
ahakz..
macam faham ah kite..
madini will take his motor and ride on the tracks..later i tompang
ahakz! confirm menang nye kite..
ahakz..and oh yeah.
i finally noe which one is syaza
ahakz!
said hi to her just now..
lols..
then after that all go home
thats it
the end.

Tuesday 24 April 2007

Written @ 20:19

Just now school started at 10 am.
and i came at 10.
ahakz..
i have the tendency to be late uh for every class.
lols
i dunno why..
yeah..
so had lessons till 1 pm..
then go makan at kedai kopi outside..
with the smoke gang..
ahhakz..
then went in bk to class an hr later.
then school ended at 5 pm
yeah..then i went straight home uh.
nothing special happen uh actually.
ahakz.
and oh yeah..saw many of my pri skool friends.
ahakz..
all like reunited bk to TP seh.
and oh yeaH!
i learnt something in DFUND 1 just now.
1 + 1 = 2 right?
but nooo.. its 1 0
ahahakz!
only people that taking DFUND understands.
at first i was like " cher! ur maths fail issit??!"
but then at last i yg kene..
ahakz!
how stupid can i be?
if the teacher's maths fail,
he wouldnt have thought that subject.
ahahk!
oh well.

Monday 23 April 2007

Written @ 23:27

Orites..just now met mazlan at tamp at 11.15 am
go makan at century square..
then made our way to school
ahakz! we were late..
lols..
had our labs..lectures and tutorials...
ahakz..
the day pass so fast..
i didnt realise it was over..
lols..
cool eY..
cuz u noe in poly..u can go home anytime..
so like i dunno wat time my skool really ends.
ahakz..
but just now i nvr skip!
lols..
yeah so thats it.

Sunday 22 April 2007

Written @ 20:46

Yesterday morning went to play soccer..
fought with harun's team.
ahakz..and we lost..
shit!
5 - 3 i think..
ahakz..oh well..we dun haf a proper goalkeeper tats y!
or else can win ready seh!
after soccer..lepak2 under void deck awhile...
then all went home to change..
met up with the watchouts again at 2.30 pm
cuz we're going OCH!
ahakz..
made our way to OCH..
ahakz..
at first we wanted to go in the old jap skool..
but then got camera..
shit!
then met up with asyraf n fadzil..
lols..
they brought us in the OCH..
alah! like kacang only..
not scary..
ahakz..but some parts scary uh
like going down/up the stairs..cuz u dunno wat is up/down..
ahakz..
but overall it was fun
enjoyed ourselves..
then after tat..went changi village go makan..
ahakz..all those ghost hunting made us hungry..
after eat..chill for awhile
then went home..
thats it!
the end!

Tuesday 17 April 2007

Written @ 21:59

aahH!! I got urine infection sia!!
fucker!
kkz..these past few days i've been visiting the toilet often..
ahakz..even though after visiting the toilet..5 sec later i got the urge again
i tot it was nothing uh
but zul told me to go doc n check..
so just now i went..
n the doc said i got urine infection!
he said tat guys rarely haf this..
n if guys haf this..its serious..
dammit!
so yeah..i dunno now wat the outcome..
im going to see that doc again 1 week later..
shit2..
if by 1 week..still like this..then i dunno uhh
yeah..tats it!

Monday 16 April 2007

Written @ 16:54

yesterday:
was suppose to go to OCH..
but FIR and WAN cannot go..grr!
Dammit tol
So i stayed at homee...
one whole day!
DAmn faRking bored seh
Today:
i just woke Up..ahaakz..at 4 plus in the afternoon
heh..
im a heavy sleeper..
so i guess i wont be going out today..
just stay at home all day long..
ahakz..
oh well!

Thursday 12 April 2007

Written @ 23:54

Yeah so today went to play soccer again.
ahakz..i came a bit late though..
so i get to play only 2 goals!
was just in the mood to play soccer..
ahakz..
so yeah..then after tat went to lepak at RC
near fir's hse there.
Talk nonsense till 8.30 pm then all went home
thats it.
and ida asked me if i was okay cuz i've been acting sad/diff.
she claims that she could sense the AURA..lols!
well..im not sure weather im okay or not uh..
i dunno why im being this way..
okay thats itt

Wednesday 11 April 2007

Written @ 23:06

Our Glory Days.

And yeah,

today went jamming with the dudes

and a dudette.

as usual,

played nymphetamine,for whom the bell tolls, curse and influential horseman.

our originals are curse and influential horseman.

somehow in today's jam session,

we didnt play well like how we used to in those days.

shit! we're getting old i think.

haha. nah..we just lack practising now.

since everybody's busy with their own stuff.

so yeah, after jamming we all went home.

well at least i did.

don't know bout the rest of them.

orites cheerS!


Written @ 22:54

Nowadays i been moody.
im not sure why.
nothing has happen,
so why must i be moody??
i guess nothing ever happens thats why.
and nowadays i've also been " emo-ing "
why oh why!
like i will feel sad all of a sudden.
and i suck with my relationship.
im trying to keep it strong
but instead im making it worse..
now she thinks my love for her has faded
but actually it hasnt!
DEAR..IT HASNT FADE!
i still love you.
very much i do.
why must i like fuck things up with my relationship?
im sorry if i ever make u mad at me just because i fucked up.
i know im not that good at relationship,
but im trying to be good at it?
or at least im hoping.
And to those i've intefere with your lives and relationship,
im sorry.
IF THERE IS ANY LAHS..
IM NOT SAYING THAT I GO AROUND INTEFERING.
BUT JUST IN CASE.

Saturday 7 April 2007

Written @ 17:02

why am i feeling so insecure right now?
i seriously dunno seh now..
i just got this feeling...
this sad feeling..
i cant describe it uhh..
u guys noe the feeling tat u get wen u sense something is not right?
something like tat uh
its like the old feeling is not there..
everything's different now.
Sob.


Written @ 16:40

i juSt woke Up sia!
ahakz..
fuckEr..
YeSTErdaY At Arnd 12 pluS in the Morning..
WenT CyCling with Zaini,Fir,SHameer and Harun
ahakz..
me,fir and harun took phio2..
zaini n shameeR took Mountain Bikee..
All pink sia our bike..
We from kembangan..
then cycle to easT coast..
tHen went to chanGi..
at Changi..ate Nasi LemaK..
tHen SaW bapokS!
then We CycLe PasS OCH...
ScAry2!!
tHEn CyCle To DownTown..
tHen lEpak2 jap...
then i Went home..
They Aso went homee...

Wednesday 4 April 2007

Written @ 22:00

AHakz..just Now Me,wan and zaini went to Fitri hsE
to tindik.
ahakz..Only me and wan uhh
I was the first..
ahakz!
fuH!
dah cuaK Jap Seh..
aHakz..
then Wan nye turn..
ahakz..like 1 hr later..we put in our sticks..
ahakz..
WAN wen wanna take out the needle..
his lips bleed!
ee!!
like tap water flowing sia!!
DISGUSTING!
alot sEH!
eeee!!
ahakz..
then wan bukak..
ahakz..
so only me tindik..
lols..
oh well..
then gi central go eat..
then went home..Heh!
thats it


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