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Sunday 31 August 2008

Written @ 23:54






Sorry for the suck-ish quality of photos.
but if you readers notice, the main actor and actress of the show cinta fitri is in the pictures
thats cus they had lunch at my workplace!
woo!
actually i aso dunno them.
but they seem to be VERY popular here.
makciks and teens/small girls were like shouting2.
it made work damn tiring for us.
gaah! but its all worth it when we get to see them upclose after work and took some photos.
tak jealous ke korang i got to take pic with shireen(fitri)?
haha! wth.
and smoked with the guy actor..teuku wisnu which i dunno how to spell his name in the show.
haha!


baby i miss you soo much.
i noe my actions doesnt show that
but assure me, i really do.

and happy fasting baby =)
do fast okay?
and i will TRY fasting also.


And to all muslims, Happy Fasting!
woo! RAYA COMING!
time to buy me a new baju kurung.
gaah..what colour ey?
take care!
haha.

Monday 25 August 2008

Written @ 22:23


This is what i did after studying for so long.
haha.!
This study week has got loads to do with playing cards.
To think back, i think i've been playing cards more than studying!
haha!
i've learnt a lot of new card games!
idiot.

so anyways, had maths exams just now.
it was kinda easy.
i cruised through the papers.
only on part B2(b) and C1 i dont know how to do.
so three more papers to go!
woo!
and soon enough, holidays!
But my holidays is during puasa.
idiot tol..go out aso cannot go eat.
haha!


I miss my baby!
2 days of not seeing you is like hell.
gaah!


Wednesday 20 August 2008

Written @ 01:52



Happy 1 monthsary babygirl!
it has been a great 1 month so far
and it will be better in the future
im sure of it =)
u're really a wonderful girl to be with.
and im soo lucky to have you.
Hope to have many more great months with you!
i love you babygirl.

Saturday 16 August 2008

Written @ 02:44







Pictures taken yesterday.
sorry for not posting yesterday.
haha.
so anyways just now went airport
so study with baby,zul and lorraine.
so met baby at her area arnd 2pm
then headed to airport.
then met zul and lorraine there.
so sat at burgerking at Terminal 1.
padahal terminal 2 aso have
but baby die2 want to sit at the one in terminal 1.
hahaha!

so ate lunch at BK then started studying
but we camwhore a lot uh.
more than study i can say.
its like a few minutes of study, and hrs of camwhoring
haha!
so its like not really study uh
but i managed to do a my maths main exam.
and i seriously need to revise quick
cus i forgot everything.

then around 7pm headed back home as baby got to go.
will be meeting her again 2moro to study again.
haha..i think uh study.
lols..but i doubt so.

And oh yes!
i got myself a new specs!
haha.





I really had fun today baby. =)
you made my day always.
i love you always.
and remember, the phrase " Once a thief, always a thief " is not true.
its us who choose whether we want to change or not.
and trust me, with who i am right now, i dont wanna change.
i wanna always love you =)
7 years from now baby. =))
fezra laguna.
laguna ke per.
haha =D



Wednesday 13 August 2008

Written @ 01:32

DECEMBER = FREAK IN BED
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them.
Loves to takes things at the center.
Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner.
Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless.
Always making friends.It is all about love and fairness.
Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Horny but does fullfill.Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.
Knows what to do to have fun. Unpredictable.
Someone to have close to you.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self.
Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing.
Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient.
Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious.
Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical.
Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes.
Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

Got this from babygirl's bestfriend's bf friendster profile
haha.
thanks dude.
if lah u reading this
but i doubt so.
and sorry for browsing thru ur profile.
haha

Tuesday 12 August 2008

Written @ 01:02

I've been rotting at home doing nothing.
haha.
have an mc for 10 days which last till 15 august.
which is a friday.
but then, the next week is my study week already.
haha. so its like holiday for me already
but my exams starts on 22nd aug.
shitness!

so have not been going to school.
apologies to lan, is and sayyidi
cus i cant attend school.
and help out with projects and stuff.
really sorry.

so yeah..anways, just now farid came my hse
slacked at my house
then we decided to make lunch!
haha.
imagine two dudes in the kitchen cooking.
so yeah..cook whole western meal.
fucking huge burger, 4 piece crispy chicken and nuggets.
damn messy i tell you.
but damn full!
haha...only had to buy breads for the burgers.
so $1.40 for all that is worth it.
better than eating at macdonalds.
it will cost us like A LOT.

then around 6.30pm, we proceed to meet my babygirl!
woo.
slacked arnd the void deck then arnd 8.45pm, baby had to go home
so sent her home.


really miss you baby.
even though we spent like a few hrs/mins together,
its still worth it.
every single minute of it.
and i won btw!(inside joke)
=)
cant wait to see you again.
love you!

Monday 11 August 2008

Written @ 01:15


Followed baby to jamming.
at Outram.
she had to practise for teachers' day.
so yeah..had jamming with her school band uh.
they played okay uh.
quite well.
and baby sang nice =)
and i really mean it!
not saying this because ur my girlfie!
but saying this cus its true!
hahaha!

Before that though, went to CGH
for my appointment.
doctor said my eye is getting better.
and wants me to cut down the eyedrop to 3hr once.
so after that went to tp to submit my mc.
then went to slack around babygirl's area.
thats it!

Sunday 10 August 2008

Written @ 21:15

I got a new haircut
and a new hair colour.
haha.
some might say mcm matrep.
but am not okay!
i just have this matrep-ish look.
so whatever hairstyle or colour i do, still look like one.
haha.


im your only matrep babygirl.

Saturday 9 August 2008

Written @ 15:35

Happy Birthday Singapore!
woo!
but i didnt went to see fireworks
went out to get a new haircut and hair colour
haha.
then ton with zainida, faisal and his friends.
ton at pasir ris park.
it was okay uh the tonning session.
not that fun though.
furthur more, my eye was killing me.
gaah! maybe i shouldnt go out a lot.
haha.



to babygirl,
i really miss you.
i cant wait for you to get home.
love you.

Friday 8 August 2008

Written @ 15:24



Helloo!
just came back from hospital.
been hospitalized uh.
sad huh?
due to cornea ulcers.
eye problem.
gaah!
redness in eyes.
went to check up at private clinic on wed
then they asked me to go hospital to see a specialist.
then at hospital, told me i had to be warded.
they had to put eyedrops every 30 minutes!
wasnt able to sleep lah seh.
then arnd 8am every morning must go check eye.
then on friday, after checking, they say its getting better.
and told me i could be discharge.
but now it seems my eye is worst!
hahaha!
so yeah..thats it!
for those who came to visit, thanks!
for those who didnt or didnt know, its okay.
haha

Sunday 3 August 2008

Written @ 14:00

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