During one of my lab lessons.
if im not wrong, nefund.
see how bored i was till i can rearrange the letters of the keyboard.
notice?

so yeah, lan posted on his blog saying he needed some motivation.
so here's some motivation posters for you dude.
just for you.
haha!

Had my supp paper just now.
Compared to the main paper, the supp paper is easier i guess.
haha.
at least i managed to do all the questions
whereas the main exam, i didnt even finish a whole qn.
hahahaha!
Hopefully i pass uh.
if not must take supp-supp paper!
hahaha
nah im joking.
if not i gotta retake that particular subject
and becuase of 1 sub, i will be seperated from my classmates!
shitness!

Oh my.
my supp paper is tomorrow!
and im still not prepared!
only started studying yesterday!
fuck.
now menyesal tak blajar earlier!
shitness.
fuh..gotta study hardcore tonight.
maybe till 5am or 6am?
wish me luck people for the paper!
because i noe its gonna be effing difficult.

and to baby, goodluck for your promos.
i know u can do it =)
i will be there for you no matter what okay?
study smart b, dont study hard.

Happy 2monthsary babygirl!
these 2 months with you have been great.
im really glad that i found you.
im so deeply in love with you.
never ever has it cross my mind to ever leave you or whatsoever.
in fact, im loving you more and more each day
and i dont think that there is even a word that could describe my love for you.
i really hope we can stay together for as long as i live.
i love you b.


Anyways, baby wanted me to remove the recording that i had posted of her singing.
because she is shy of it and stuff.
and claims she doesnt sing well.
BUT SHE DOES!
TRUST ME PEOPLE
FOR THOSE WHO ALREADY LISTENED TO IT, YOU GUYS WILL KNOW.
i dont know why she thinks is not.
and she says because im deaf and blinded by love thats why i say nice.
what only baby!
hahaha.
anways yeah, i've took it out for baby's sake. =)
take care.

Happy Sweet 17 babygirl!
=)
May all your wishes and dreams come true on this special day.
i love you b.

Well anyways, met babygirl under her void deck
gave her presents which i both bought and made.
i bought that yellow dress and i made this dvd cover
and it had our pics printed everywhere and stuff uh.
with a cd which contains her favourite songs and stuff.
a lot uh.
i hope u like it baby =)

Then met the watchouts at geylang to break fast together.
and over there, we gave her another present.
which is the bag.
she always wanted a haversack bag.
so we've decided to buy her that.
heh.
then around 8.15pm, me and baby went home.
chilled at baby's area for awhile then sent her home.
i really hope u had a great day today baby.
i love you soo much!
and happy birthday again!
woo!
tomorrow is our anniversary beb!
hahaha!
okays take care!

Okays! exam results was released just now.
and i failed my icapp!
just as expected.
effing hard paper
stupid subject tol!
gaah! now gotta take supp paper.
seriously hope i can do it!
cus i effing dunno this subject AT ALL.
just wanna relax and enjoy my holidays
then now must go remedial and take supp paper
if fail, thats it.
gaah!

I think im the most suck-ish/worst bf a girl could ever get.
i know that.
i cant even give a SIMPLE compliment to my own gf
like " You look nice " or whatever.
she LITERALLY had to tegur me in a way or two.
and its like ALWAYS.
its like easy for me to compliment other girls
but not to my gf.
what the hell is wrong with me.
btw readers,
i dont need your comments okay.
so DONT tag me about this post or whatsoever.
i seriously dont need your comments.

as i was saying..
now i seriously have no idea on how to compliment her anymore.
because she says it dont matter anymore.
because she will die2 think that i compliment her because she tegor-ed me.
and she dont want my compliments or whatsoever anymore.

She had a hair extension because she always wanted to have long hair.
and the only thing i commented was " U having long hair makes u look short "
and when she said she dont look nice with long hair..
you know what i said?!
i effing said " i didnt say anything "
i could at least u noe..say something like " Nolah baby. U look beautiful "
or something like that.
and she bought a skirt because she thinks i would like it.
and i really do LOVE it.
but my mouth somehow wont compliment anything!
fucker!

At this rate, im seriously not sticking my promise.
that is, i will treat her as a princess like how she deserves.
but look.
i seriously am not sticking with my promise.
i really really dont wanna hurt you
and i want to compliment you everyday.
but it dont matter now does it.
im sorry.
i know i've said it a million times.
but its not enough.
i feel suck-ish now.
and will always feel this way now.
sometimes i think that i dont deserve you
and u seriously deserve someone better.
SERIOUSLY.

i seriously feel bad and suck-ish.
so yeah.
to whoever that thinks of commenting stupid or bad stuff.
please just fuck off okay.
seriously.
thanks.

Im sorry that i hurt you
its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through
i wish i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
thats why i need you to hear

i've found a reason for me
to changed who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you.

i've found a reason to show
a sight of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you.