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Thursday 28 December 2006

Written @ 21:50





YesteRday ( 27/12/06) Met Zaini At His Hse.
Then MaDe ouR Way to TAmpinEs To MeEt idEzu.
AHakz..
wE're SuppoSe To meEt Her At 9.15 pm
BuT We Met Her AT 10 plUs Plus..
AHakz!
like 1 hR laTer Then wE reAcHed!
busTed Ehkz we..lolz!
So yAh..We Wanted to WatCh A movIe aT firsT
tHen Tak jaDi uh.
So We Went To tHE paSaR MalaM tHerE.
wE Bout 2 D24 Durians and another 2 dunno wat kind of durians for $8!
ahakz..the usual PricE Was $14!
ahahahakz!!
no inTenTiOn To BuY the DurianS!
ahakz..
AnyWays..
Yeah..
Then we Go Changi VillAGe To TApaU Food Then wEnt Back To Idezu Hse
We Ton There.
ahAkz..
fun Sia!
watCh BeerFest, drink2..Smoke2...Tell gHOsT StoriEs..Go DeBaTe..
we aLso Call Mac DeliverY in tHe morninG
ahAkz..
Wah..Best2..
theN Like The NeXT dAy(tHAt is Today), me And Zaini weNt Home.
idezu Went To Tamp LibrAry.
So TatS it!
Till THen!

i'll Post The Pic soon

Sunday 24 December 2006

Written @ 17:09

Ahakz...YeStERdAy..Me,Zaini,ShameeR and FirdAuS Went drinkinG.
aT PAsir Ris PArk.
Firdaus didnt Drink Though.
only Me,zaini and Shameer.
ahakz...
and guess wAT!
Zaini vomitteD On The Way home!
ahAkz!
disguisting Sia!
Then hE saY TastE Like MURUKU!
ahaKZ..
cuz We Lepak2 And EaT MurukU..!
ahakz..
YeAh.
So Tats it Uh..
AHakz
sorrY Uh Cuz We DidnT MuCH PictureS Uh..
AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!

Saturday 23 December 2006

Written @ 22:54

Ahakz..Later Going dRinking Again
So YeAh
Till Then.

Tuesday 19 December 2006

Written @ 14:04

my life is so fucked up right now!
why cant i make this right?
why do i have to ruin everything and everyone's life??
maybe i was meant to ruin people's life..
im so confused right now..
i dont know what to do..
how do i get myself out of this situation..

to whom i've hurt, im really sorry.
i didnt mean to hurt thy feelings.
thee have been nothing but good to me.
but i took advantage of the situation.
im sorry for hurting thee.


Written @ 13:21

nice rite? yupz..i aso think its nicee..it was done by someone...by kelly..so sweet of her to do this.. =)
this was on my birthday i think wen she did this..never seen people doing things like this about me before...im touched wen she did this...
at first wen some1 told me, i didnt believe until i saw this...
thanks kelly =)


Written @ 00:34

ahakz...shasha..this one for u ah..
ahakz..mati2 nak kan..lols
i knew her for quite some time now uhh
and i can say that she's sweet uhh..
shes always there for me wen im down..
im lucky to noe her uh..
she's also one of the nicest person i've ever met in my lifee.
im lucky tat i noe her.
=)
ahakz..
listening to her sweet voice makes me smile everyday
ahakz..
but wen she angry tat one lain sikit uh..
scaryy..lols
so yah..
sometimes i feel nervous wen toking to her on the fone uhh..
i aso dunno why..
lols!
yeah..tats it uhh..
ahakz..

ps: to whoever tat is jealous...plz dun be..ahakz..just ask me and i will post bout u aso..ahakz..oritess?


Written @ 00:29



on the 17/12-06 , me,wan,shameer,zaini,syaf and kelly went pasir ris park
to lepak2 ah..
ahakz..
shameer came abit later uh..
by the time he come..
almost all of the BEER finish ready..
left carlsberg n stout..alil..
ahakz...
zaini became " drunk "
dammit sia!
ahakz..he throw ciggarette at me!
a LIGHTED ONE!
pantats tol!
luckily my hair nvr burn!
ahakz...
yeahh...
tats it ah..
shiok sia!
we found a scary n dark place to chill..
ahakz..
me,zaini n shameer saw something which we wont tell..
ahakz..SCARY!
yupz..
so thats it!

Saturday 16 December 2006

Written @ 16:06

neways...Welcome Home EKI! ahakz...!


Written @ 15:47

YESTERDAY(15/12/06) was a shitty day uhh..after some confusion n fustration..
met zaini n shameer at pasir ris pk at 1 am
and went drinking..
each of us drank 1 bottle each..ahakz
ahakzz...got really drunk and dozee off..
i only know tAt i woke up 3 am..
ahakz
then went bk my place uh to cook supper..
but its like dinner !ahakzz..
like at restaurant sia!
ahakz
so tats it..
and oh yah..
i just get to tat shasha was looking for me high n low till she come pasir ris!
kinda sweet ey..ahakz

Thursday 14 December 2006

Written @ 12:54






YESTERDAY(13/12/06) went jurong to swim with zaini,shameer,faisal and firdaus.
went there by MRT.
When we reach there, we quickly changed and jumped into the lazy pool!
we all played catching therE!
ahakz..!
so fun!
wasted u all were not there to njoy with us!
ahakz..
then we went to the one tat go wave thingy uhh,..
dunno at wats that called.
so yah..ahakz..
we all action2 like titanic uhh...stranded..lols
then after tat we played the slides uh..
wah! so fast sia!
pain sia my nose.! water all go in!
then after tat we all became hungry.
on the way to take our wallets,.we saw HANI..
ahakz..so yeah..
ate at KFC.
then after tat..we jumped back to the lazy pool and disturb2 people
and action2 become lifeguards uh..
ahakz..
we wen we want to go bk to the wave thingy..it started to rain!
wat a pity!
we decided to wash up and sit at a stadium nearby till it stops raining.
once it stops raining, we went bk to hougang and played soccer
sempat beb!
ahakz..
then after tat i went bk to zaini's hse uh.
we then met kel and fel uh.
so awkward seh wen meeting them..cuz like long time nvr meet..hmmz
yeah..
tats it i guess..

Tuesday 12 December 2006

Written @ 15:19

SHIT IM BORED!
someone help me!
get me out of this shitty home!
aRgh!!

Monday 11 December 2006

Written @ 16:07

Yesterday(10/12/06) was another normal day.
Met Faisal and Zaini at my area.
then we lepak2...
a few minutes later...
HAFIZ came to join us.
kwang3...
His irritatingness TAKLEH ANGKAT AH BEB!
ahakz..
Then later me,faisal and zaini went to my hse..
we watch video clips of ghosts on YOUTUBE..
ahakz..faisal dah takut giler..ahakz!
SO FUNNY SIA!
then we decided to go to HOUGANG..
Met shameer and firdaus there...
Then played with shameer's RACING CAR!
ahakz..best gilerr!
ahakz..at the carpark..
then after tat..
we played soccer with some peeps..
tat i dunno..
then..after playing soccer..zaini went back to my hse
to watch the CHELSEA vs ARSENAL game..
shit ah! DRAW!
ahakz..wasted sunset ah ARSENAL..
so yah...after tat..i dunno wat happen ah
ahakz..
cuz i was so tired tat i slept..
till we meet again!
byesss

Sunday 10 December 2006

Written @ 15:56






Yesterday i went gig with IDEZU!
ahakz..Xtreme metal gig...
at GAS HAUS.
we went there like 5 plus uh...
Over there, saw JEBAT n his friend uh...
ME,JEBAT and HIS FREN mosh and headbang all day long.
my head n neck hurts sia! headbang headbang!
ahakz...
anyways...
yeah...then like 9 plus i feel dizzy so i decided to go home..
me and idezu took cab home..
in the cab..i told idezu tat wen i go home..i will sleep and not go out..
ahakz..
but then the SHITTING GUY..tat is zaini called..ahakz
then wat the hell kan...go out ah...
go treat them DRINKING...6 BIG BOTTLES!
shit sia...
2 each..
shameer finish both!..
i finish 1 and 1/4 bottle..
zaini finish 1 and 1/2 bottle..
ahakz..
but shameer seem to be okay still..
me and zaini gone case!
ahakz..
then i dunno ah wat happen next.
all i noe was tat i woke up on my bed the next day..
tats it for now..
till then


Written @ 15:54












+ Pictures of SLUMBER PARTY and PLAZA SINGAPURA


Saturday 9 December 2006

Written @ 14:12




+These are the pictures of us going and at MUSTAFA CENTRE+
+The pictures during PLAZA SINGAPURA and SLUMBER PARTY i havent post yet. +


Written @ 13:53

Yesterday happening shits..
it was my birthday!
ahakz..
Zul met me at my hse arnd 12.30 pm.
then later hafiz came...
after that...we went to meet sherhan at kembangan mrt station
and made our way to plaza singapura..
ahakz..
We went window shopping
and then went to follow sherhan to take a necklace tat he bought for his special someone..
ahakz..ceh2
then i decided to call zaini to ask where they were and to meet me n hafiz..
we then met them at FERRER PARK..
ahakz...
nonsense2..
they wanted to go to MUSTAFA CENTRE to buy something uh..
so me,zaini,faisal,shameer and hafiz made our way to mustafa centre.
before tat..we went to this building which was 30 stories high!
ahakz...hafiz pengecut!scared of heights!
badan nak step kong..tapi pengecut!
lolz..
but the worst came..
ahakz..i was given a birthday bash in the lift!
shit man!!
pain!!
oh well...
so at MUSTAFA CENTRE..Shameer bought this car..ahakz
cool lah sia!
so nice..
ahakz...
then after tat we decided to go home..faisal n zaini followed me home ah
actually zaini sleeping my hse..then faisal sebok2 wanna come cuz he dun wanna go home ALONE
ahakz.
Yah..so then we lepak2 first...we called ELFIE and told him tat we wanted to go to his hse
to pinjam TOILET..ahakz! nga mendak..so just for fun ah..
oh well!
Then after tat..went home..to join aryati and her fren..SLUMBER PARTY
ahakz..irritating shits sak!
ahakz..!
ME,ZAINI and MY ADIK went to downtown to get some food
HUNGRY!
ahakz..
then got this eurasion girl say my body hot!
ahakz..i got a sexy body lah sia!
ahakz..tat time i was wearing a singlet..ahakz!!
so yeah..then went home chill2 and then i decided to sleep.

anyways! i will post the pictures of tis day's event later kies.ahakz
till then.

Friday 8 December 2006

Written @ 00:37

Ahakz..Today my birthday!
whoohooo!
anyways..
now im with aryati and her friend.
NONSENSE.
got nothing better to do so decided to join them
oh well.
uhh...i dun really noe wat they're gonna do next.
lets just wait and see ey....

okays..neways...just now i slept till 11.30 pm...
wHAT THE HELL SIA..
late at nite wake up...nonsense2.

okays...later i post again..
till then

Thursday 7 December 2006

Written @ 13:10

AHakz..! people..! 2moro my bday !
tak excited ke korang?
lols..
hmm...but wat to do ehk 2moro...
NO PLANS MAN!
someone make plans with me ah!
my birthday sEh!

Anyways..i Just came home from zaini Hse..
he WENT C.D.O-ing with dunno lah who.
So i went home first ah.
so yeah..
Nothing special happen actually..lols
Later at nite wen things happen then i post again liao..
orites?
Till then.


Written @ 01:32

Today basically i got nothing better to do in life !
I never sleep since TUESDAY!
can u imagine that ?
ahakz...
so as i was saying...
at around 11.30 am, ZUL called me
ajak lepak..at tampines
so i said YES as i had nothing to do.
So yeah..We met at my house there.
Before we go tampines, i decided to go slipper shopping
as my old slippers spoil!
WHAT THE HELL SIA!
all the houses like noe like tat i wanna come.
all the slippers they put in their house.
The only thing i could find was ANOTHER spoil sandals!
wat the hell..but its better than nothing kan..
so yupz..
we wen tampines after that to see chicks..
fuh! the geodiano and 77 street nye sales girls POWER sak!
Yupz..then we lepak2 somewhere near tamp mall.
At around 4.30pm, we headed back to my house and lepak again.
then zul decided to go home at 6 pm.

So i was alone..AGAIN..with nothing better to do.
then at 10.30pm i called ZAINI and told him that im coming over.
ahakz!
If i am bored..noone will be save..ahakz.
ESPECIALLY zaini..kwang3..sorry dude!
oh well.
Thats it for Now i guess.
till next time.

Wednesday 6 December 2006

Written @ 04:29

Ahakz...My first time doing this. Actually not my first time ah.
Dah a lot of times i've done this but i keep deleting my account.
So i hope that i won't have to delete this one too.
ahakz..NONSENSE.
so yeah...uhh...Now like 4.30 AM...and i still havent sleep!
waiting for 6 plus cuz later zaini coming and helping me with this Shit.
ahakz..
wat the hell kan!
So thats it for now..
Byes!


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